saying goodbye was indeed difficult. kinship may be the brightest but the brightest flames leave the deepest scar. parents-they cried . the saddness in their eyes mirrors a lot of things. how much they cared , how much they loved and how much it hurts. i think he made a difficult choice and let him leave behind his last tear and to smile again. I WILL SEE U COUSIN HALF YEAR LATER =). saw many separation today at the airport. friends will never leave your heart even they leave for a while or for years.they will eventually meet after a decade at where they set off for their own path. even if they are dead, they will never die in your heart. friends, love ones, lovers and families like ours. friends- its really impossible to be separated. people cried, hugged. ' take care, bon vovage' its all i've heard today. i think i guess everyone had a sad feeling when u finish reading a good book and thats how it would feels when you are leaving a friend. its really hard to see oneself backview going in to the departure hall. i wasn't brave ................at all.

his bd past . everything don't go my way. naive? i supposed. so i guess . i will learn to play pool when i get older. yea. ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY. and my spec spoilt. fk it~ F5 ROARSSSSSSS !!
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you laugh at me because i'm different . i laugh at you because you're the same . Don't think you know me. just because you know my name .

the day . at fareast LOL

ITS NATIONAL DAY ! (: yesterday morning played audition with him.after that both of us need to go out . so we go prepare and he went out first. i went to find janice and jeline at cp . then headed to far east . on the way to far east i saw yanling .so i sms-ed frost. "i see ur chabor yanling here"
he replied. " my cha bor?where?" wth? means is really his girl. so i pretent nth happen jus continue walking . while i sms-ing him . he told me he also at far east . he reply me very slow.
den when i turn a corner and he came out of a shop. -_- i nvr even say hi . so moody le.
after my sister leg injured so we seat at the entrance thr . den when i turn to right suddenly see water face . WTF lol. STUPID HIM ARBISH* -.- . well he said sth is so nice . " oi never to ur MAPLE stead , ni de maple stead leh " . i turn away pretent nvr hear . sad . so sad. sighs .

at night i went to singapore rive and see fireworks. its so nice! dunno hw to explain. have to see it yourself. i took this video but not very nice. ((:he seem to be so busy ytd night. so i didn't really tok to him . as i am his maple stead. ohyea. i'm wondering whether isit he wanted to say yet he ask water to say that? ha....


p.s I WAN SEE FIREWORKS AGN!!!!!!

aww. this few days seem to be so busy. yet i don't know busy about what. life is like that ~ wish it could slow down at times. wondering hows faith * erhem . everyday see him online. but don't dare talk to him lol? ): . i wish i could keep on smiling . i watched the movie "click" . quite funny not bad not bad *claps* next week i want go bunk~ :p life so meaningless . change my life pls . anyone? )):



p.s : hold me tight . if you feel lost (: