I think, i've totally no mood to celebrate / countdown
anymore. i'll stop saying you here anymore,
i know it's not worth it,

everyday i'll think,
where will i be going tomorrow?
will i being dump & throw aside?
will i be all alone as you enjoy yourself?
yes yes!

they got fun & cars,
but please, think of others & not just yourself.
you can enjoy yourself till don't message me or contact me,
that time i don't wanna go fishing,
cause i heard bruce say" i dont want so early go home"
then why can't you acc him?
or just leave him with hm & have fun yourself?

that's not the way,
i'm really very very sad,
i know you won't at all.'

i always listen to you go here go there
but you NEVER ONCE agree to go where
with me.
NEVER.

if i never love you,
i bet,
i won't be so sad & disappoint right now.
HELL.

Your word can never be trusted,
if you can't , just don't say you can.
i say i want bak ku teh,
you say you going eat with your don't know who,
Craps! hypocrites!
lie to me again & I'll double hate you ):!

went down to sengkang,
slack-ed, dinner @ compass kfc,
sean keep wanting me to get fat,
sean & bruce , remember the 70 years things ok.

AHLING came to find me ,
she seems to be vv bored,
sorry girrrrrl!

slack & home-d.

people is counting down
their new year at their lion dance don't know what,
so i think i know who to go out with alrrrrr ;DDDDDD
2008 please arrive faster !
I'm not gonna sad anymore next year!

Someone said something make me happy yesterday,
after reading my blog,
" eh bak ku teh? i'll bring you go eat bak ku teh tml ok"

yet he's sleeping still,
AH pathetic.
Bored, hell-ness,
asses wake up pl0x.

i superb bored,
stayed at home damn whole day,

i want movie ( I am legend)
& bak ku teh!
jeers ):

spent my lovely day with DW(grace) yesterday,
went to her house, the dog's so cute still,
& shi en was at her house too,
she was preparing & i was watching the tv.
we headed to paya lebar,
thanks girl for acc me to do my hair,
so not-used-to short hair!

headed to town, ZARA , having sale now ok.
dw bought one shirt for her mom,
i bought one shirt not for my mom but...
for myself ;DD
walk-ed around, & we headed to hereen,
shop-ed around, i bought something again!
& i requested for neoprints ;D fun! one year ago,
around these days, i take neoprint with dw too,
she took out the neo's we took last year,
i hope every year end we get to take neoprints !

walked to ps, sit at there for a little while,
at mrt saw BIMOTICS ass omg,
the name start with A & end with A.
carried a LV bag, OMFG LV LEA,
the head up like what, i think you carry your mama LV bag is it?
even if thats your bag,
also not ur own money buy one what's that to proud of?
i tell you, it's shameless,


if one day you used your own earn money buy one bag,
den please, you can walk with that face,
now you carry one lv bag & walk with that yaya face,
omfg. & the name start with E & end with E.
look what look, grace tell me you keep looking at her,
jealous she cute and pretty? so sad la! ):
you think you two with 2 handsome ah beng,
eh big fuck? what eugene says is really right,
those high education & rich ladies,
likes to hang out with ah beng, cause they feel very proud of it,
yaya they are handsome but so?
you're carrying a LV bag but so? i know i know,
we'll never get to carry a LV bag,


& so what if we wear shorts & t-shirts & slipper to town?
so you think you wear so nice so everyone's attention wil be at you?
grace said" so what if they are rich, their boys got more handsome den my boyfriend?"
those boys you go with, stare? ah beng?
oh my, its going 2008 now.

headed to sk, slack, drink & eat.
i'm sick of this life, oh man how?

I was rotting at home yesterday,
gene called me ask me go eat cake with him,
Christmas eat log cake?

but i called him back,
he ate alr,
so we went to tampines mall ,
walked & walked,
bought mian hua tang , & he bought ding ding tang!
HURRAYS! so nice ,
Gene's emo still,
he said" now stef should be beside me, but why you"?

movie @ tampines mall 10pm
national treasure ! (:

more movies please ((:

he send me to sk,
find out that people is doing there own things,
& i K.O fell asleep at there ):

Drink drank but not drunk.

HURRAY! MERRY XMAS TO ALL!
with no presents this year, i
still feel xmas lovely!
Those lights are beautiful, human's with joy,
& i'm very superb hyper yesterday !
For christmas eve, never turn to be bad,
meet up with wilson & Jeffrey(garfield) at my house near-by.
wilson is still disturbing humans &
so funny garfield is still bullying me ! miss them! ha ha.
garfield drive me to sengkang,
thanks garfield korkor! he he
meet up with accompanies , (nard, bruce, tc, haomun,& ppl)

Headed to chinatown KBOX!
HURRAYS! i keep like singing like no tomorrow can,
despite of nasty things happened, people face turn black,
i still enjoyed myself lea.
we get soso high singing together when we're leaving,

trained to ps,
& AHLING called! merry xmas girl!
surprised! my xmas surprise present? ha ha
walked to cine & to take find gongda & ppl,
we squeeze through the crowd,
i'm so glad that, friend are surround me to t'care of me!
i hear things like" eh stand there cover her"
"yumin come here walk infront"

but when walking, there're lot of problem,
vulgarities & violent i did, LOL.
and one started to beat some one, all turn back & help
EH HELLO, i'm in the middle of you all,
so when you guys beat please becareful of innocents,
haomun want beat people beat will me,
his fist turn back w/o warning, argh.
legs swollen !

finally meet up with lupeng, gonga ,hulu& JAMES !
omg, so glad to see james! he came with a polo tee & peihwa p.e shorts,
haha so cute!
& all i heard is
5 4 3 2 1 ! merry xmas! HURRAYS!

movie @ cine, 3.45am redline,
trained home after show (:

Stefanie! merryxmas to you!
i miss you!

huiting's sis came my house play maple. 5yrs old only can.

oh the tree so beautiful, not nard.

bruce's cousin!

she asked me twist

oh no! apart is how i always feel
when I'm at home & not with wrgh.
thanks god that i actually finally meet some of them ytd.
cheers! haomun & Bruce is still disturbing,
pulling their hair is still the only thing i can do!

Christmas is coming soon!
& Santa is coming to town!
so Christmas must go to town!
ha ha! my heart beat very fast
whenever i say " Christmas"
Christmas NEVER turn to be a bad one!

thought of Terence suddenly,
wonder how's is he,
been one year didn't contact him,
i still remember the bigbig eeyore he gave for christmas
but why eeyore not piglet?
eeyore's universal? HAHAHA.

Christmas Christmas!
going to buy Christmas presents soon!
& fer bought me present alr!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

i crack my old foundation,
so i had to buy a new one,
i remember that i saw sis
make up case at wedding din.
so beautiful, & i bought it ytd,
it's a Christmas limited edition!
4 th limited edition i bought!
even though it's abit expensive,
Thanks god for cracking my old one!

the next thing i gonna buy is Dior's addict perfume!
omg i''m so looking forward to it! HAHAHAHAHA.

sorry ,I'm just too happy!

Yesterday was my sister bd!
treated sis eat good stuffs!
& i had enjoy-ed myself with the movie i've watch,
alvin & the chipmucks! theodore so cute can!
i wanna watch it again! & accompanied by eugene & stef & mel.
gene & stef left after movie.
me & mel went for a walk! & decided to go shopping soon!

went bbq at dam at night with mel.
coolness that actually bbq at dam! hahahah!
cabbed home early,
sorry mel, i'm really very tired ytd. ):

me & melvin(baobao)
at dam (:

happy birthday!

I'm been staying at home,
I'm bored to death.
anyone help?

don't keep say that i'm so bad,
people might think that im always wrong,
i won't blame them,
cause all the while you are the one complaining,
NOT ME.

I know i love you,
but i can't love you.
cause it will be a BIG mistake
if i'm crazy over you.

you used to be insist
to meet me, but not anymore,
i know i'm not important to you anymore,
& i'll do the same too.

Yesterday cabbed to the hotel,
on the way, saw alot of light's vehicles !
beautiful!

i hate people touch my face!
cause of my make up of cause.
& my small aunt did it ytd,

saw korkor (:!
he wear "mr.mean" T shirt,
he is acting young.

we was like few meters away & he msg me
" want go for movie aft that"?
HAHAHAHA,

wedding dinner as usual,
BORED,zhicong cousin look nice in his white blazer!
& yiling godsis was drunk.
she's crazy, we smoke & chat tgt.
she's changed alot,
don't stress precious!

i know you're the 1st who study in uni,
i know thats not what you want,
but at times, we can't choose to do what we actually want.
uni is what?
full of shits!
& ya true, handsome & rich guys isn't perfect,
criticize people is only what they know.
& guys, is always () "Pussy" is always on their mind,
got photos! upload next time!

I hate wedding seriously ,
i didn't want to go tonight but mom & sis..
from mom: you're invited so just go !
from sis: aww, i'll be alone for the whole night then?!?!

reason for hating wedding,
cause i feel, cousin is being further,
& strangers are becoming my relatives!
even though i know is their happiness,
but i just don't want to have more & more relatives
that will look down on me!

but,
i suppose,
i'll see my precious cousin(god sister) who is busy studying for uni!
i'll see my PRECIOUS godBRO!who is busy serving ns!
i'll see a cousin who is back for holiday from overseas!
HURRRRRRRAY!

Stef & fer!
thanks for the concern!
i know you girls care for me lots!
MUACKS for you girls!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRUCE!

chalet was fun, till ytd,
cause i saw FUCKERS there.

& happened alot of things which is painful):!
shall not elaborate.

when will YOU ever care for me?
can you tell me when?
even though i know is hopeless,
but i everytime just wish miracle happen.

why are you think of yourself only?
i'm invisible?
you can listen to song without asking me wanna listen not.
you can buy food without asking whether i wannt eat anot.
you can use towel to wipe yourself after swiming w/o asking me.
you can go 7-11 with GIRLS w/o asking me.
you can just FUCKCARE when i take bus home & not gng with you.
you can walk at your own w/o looking after at me
you can FUCKCARE when my leg's with mud.

i know all this is just what i want,
but i know, you'll never care for me.

you can ask GIRL help you keep phone why not me?
you can talk properly to GIRLS why not me?
i'm just trying to help james clean the blood which is not at the wound.
& you shouted @ me?
& i came back with the GIRL cleaning for him?
then why didn't you scold her?


yaya i know,
they are cleverer then me, so they do what is right.
& yumin is never right..
you know how disapppointed i am?

your leg pain?
but why the GIRLS at there
you talk & keep shouting?
cause you want attention from them?
one sentence you said, you'll look at them one time.
you interested with them?

i know, i can't compare to them.....
& you don't dare to come find me talk
or lie down beside me, cause the GIRLS at there?
scare they not interested with you alr?
& you said i'm a attitude fucker?
is because of?
IM DISAPPOINTED.
GET THE HELL CLEAR .

no point saying so much here,
even though if you see it,
everything will still be the SAME.

LOL, chaota superman just called,
ask me play majong HELL,
how i wish i know how to play! ):

ytd, haomun & bruce acc to me paya lebar,
at int saw elvin & garfield,
i wanted to say hi but..
they gave me the "i'm invisible" face,
so weird.

& we headed to vivo waited for sean & james!
sentosa, lame shits!
HAHAAHAHAHA

tml chalet? ((((:!

wasted seventy bucks! ):!

i headed to accompany bi cut hair with haomun.
& we headed to orchard,
Quarreled at the middle of orchard ,
First time in my 15 years of life.
irritating!

was eating at serangoon & something very funny!
people is like biding things & keep sell for one dollar!
HAHAHAHAH.

punggol end , slack,
what else?
around 7 am, people suggest to go for a walk.
& we walk to koufu,
buy a drink . & sat down.
& human's playing with my eye liner,
lucky sean is clever ,
didn't want me to draw him like alien!
HAHAHA.
cabbed home ard 9+
& i hate cab & cab drivers!
suck big big time ):

P.S: don't irritate me, or else I'll bite you!
i hate hypocrites , so why are you still
acting? do stuffs that kids do?
then kids should be your partner,
NOT ME.
GO TO HELL.GO!

i

kawaii neh!

ahhh , my sister! pretty right?

one of my alien.

My headache is killing me!
what's panadol for? useless!

didn't went out for today,
people saying that im fatter!
VERYVERYVERY SAD.
NO MOOD.

i'm extending my hair
cos stef & fer do so! ;x

So weird & i hate it when people says
i look weird w/o braces,no more metal teeth you can call!
i want my braces back !

headed to bugis do stuffs&
bus-ed to kovan find Bi's parents,
bus-ed to punggol end!

headed to fernvale at night,
around four am, when we're leaving there.
people carry those cone from construction site
throw at the road .
cars can't go through! Laugh out loud,
you know what? the car can't go through,
U-turn & chase us instead.
we ran like leopard .
gather at bruce's house corridor .
slack & First bus home (:

Lots of photos today.
i mean LOTS.

Sean begged me for this.

my bubble!

Sean!

bruce's my shi fu!

self timer 1

self timer 2

me & haomun1

me & haomun2

I'm once braces!

he's short fringed !

those boys.

they bite? wtf? hahaa

me & bruce !

cute shifu!