fugg fugging fuggening ):
no one wanna go countdwn with me
tml ! ): ! & i got single eyelid agn
fug fug fug ): LOL.
& i die die die die also must forget
him today , and die die die oso
must have a happy 2007.
yes i will forget him.
i don't care what he do and with
who anymore :D!

stef postpone her flight.
so i didn't go fetch her.
fuck u bitch.
ha . kidding.

boring life. i miss " myillusion"
MYILLUSION MYILLUSION MYILLUSION):

its another day alr
another day to be rotten.
everyone seems to be busy /mia
nonono, should i put it as
they are all ignoring me?

well, so in fashion mia.
i also wanna mia.
talk to everyone like will
kill them , i'm upset.
seriously , went kongkong
with him , its like no difference
with stranger, feel so terrible.

when will it be the day

someone will stop and

realise i need him.

-gone, with hatred
yumin , nights

it's reaching to 100 posts!
& then i can celebrate aftr all!
stef is coming back, i glad
{ asif} haha, just kidding.

ytd talk to achernut kor
somehow & yah.
i gave him my acc pw and so.
next thing he told me is
" i leave guild liao"
i went back , to reunion.
then started kpkbing
kuku lao pei agn ;

they are the ppl who care for
me ; when no one does. (:!
2007, here i come (:

- i'm suffering from
depression
4 Us.

i used to read horoscope everyday.
and its alr 2.17 am , and i'm waiting
for him to online right now.
- aries

A spontaneous act on your part could
begin a rousing landslide of ideas for others.
-how interesting.

Tianz & i invented some shits
called 4 U
miss u
dream of u
think of u
love u

with loves, yumin
nights.

piangz, keep rainrainrain.
my blog like so dead nw adays.
btw, ipiee just come back!
who wanna pei me go find her.
& pei me watch night in the museum
)):! & 30dec who wanna go fetch
that asshole pretty brainless.
stefanie :X

i 1st time post until so fking
long :X ! hhaa. cos im happy happy
so i gt a happy happy and long post.
(:! so.....
MY WISH IN THAT LIST IS FULFIL.
i can strike off le (:
weeeeeets*
i slp at ard 7am.
kena wake up ard 10 am.
den go aunty hse eat.
saw mic korkor
he always like to bully
stupid asshole cousin :p
so i asked him whr he countdown ytd.
he say he at MOS util 5am.
i also want next time lah! ):

den i carry another big plastic bag home xD.
den just nw took uncle car home.
aunty suddenly shout
" aiyo ! ahmin don't look outside"
as i'm even more curious .
i look out of the window.
know what...

i saw a lady kena bang down by car.
is only beside me when i pass by.
my tear almost drop out.
her husband and son was hugging her
and shake her to wake up.
its like.... its so familiar
to me. that scene was like happen
in my life .

christmas got ppl happy gt ppl
cry. i hate accidents.
i have broken family
just because of the fking accident.

first , merry xmas to all.
& thanks for all the presents!
gazz, with ur big present
and BIG plastic bag you buy for
me . u still help me carry until i going
home . thanks!
melvin, ur sweet present is nice(:!


ytd was the most fun xmas ever.(:
actually meet some
friends and my sister friends.
at kovan 7.30 so my sis overslept.
become 8pm. then
gazz go town buy present for
me den come back kovan den we going
town agn -.- ? well HELL. i lost my ezlink.

then icycherriez mommy also
wanna join us. so i meet her in town.
so we reach town. go cine.
all the movie so late de.
so we headed to liddo.
on the way i can DIE
of bangala smell. haha
then kuku tianz called.
I KNOW NTH GOOD gonna happen :p
so he say he and his gf will join us
in the end gf cnt so he came alone.
den end us NEHNEH achernut kor
wanna join us. so i help them buy tickets.

den we go and eat . my sis keep laugh
at melvin i dunno why. i keep take
gazz fries and eat. he so skinny i
still eat his things. AWW.
den we headed to buy drinks .
my sister told us one joke.
yan :" know why so many ppl in town?"
min: " what?"
yan:" cause......
yan:" santa clause is coming to TOWN"
yan:" not country side what.

so me and melvin heard we jitao
gg to faint. -.-!den we squeeze
and squeeze .all scare tio spray.
in the end . we walk .
my sister and her friend tio bao.
so cannot help her
den the rest of us go find huahua
and his bf i think (:


den gazz and tianz spray at her
tio beat LOL! :X! haha den
we kena spray like fk
so dulan go and buy spray .
& saw icywizard
they bought like 15 cans and we shared.
also not enough lor. LOL.
but there were ppl help me clean my hair (:!
then tianz say nut and his kor at heeren.
selling foam . so we squeeze there.
den saw so many reunion 1 and 2 ppl !
den they kisiao spray agn .
-.-! headed to liddo


reunion ppl watching night in the museum.
so different movie.
all peng in cinema le lah.
and death note 2 is so not nice.
cut short until like tt. :X!
after movie going 5 am.
saw reunion ppl agn. their show oso just finish.
den gazz gng down bishan .
melvin go epsnade.
then i go home lor (:!

later gng countdown with
assholes ! hope to see yuan (:
cheer up mans.
& grace ask me hit bangalas.
she's so in love with BANGALAS.
:X! haha. where's my xmas present.

hehe ! today went to make
colour contacts for my sister.
i know her pattern .
sure is i see u , u see me.
so i help her decide green(save time)
yah. den went to kovan eat thai express
actually go find her friend shaoming.
faint.

den went to paragon ,
pass dunno what shiet .
den go far east.
i bought two dresss !
happy . yeeapy . hehehe.

den go home ! onthe way saw one gay.
how interesting . den on the mrt reminds me
of HIM . sighs. its over .

tml no one want count down with me
so i going with my sister ,
den my sister keep asking me
MELVIN tml nt coming with us meh?
i say" eeeeeeee" LOL.:X!
haha. so he going with us . weee .
i tml sure die there. cnt breathe -.-!

"Stop using other people to your advantage -- everyone does it, but that's no excuse."

faint* when to my aunty hse.
promise to pei her make some tang yuan.
cause only she at home.
den i gt the urge to dye black my hair.
so my hair is black nw.
well i like ahha.
den when to make new contact lenes.
hmm hmm. so boring.
:X

argh, my monitor spoilt.
so fk up. well just came back from msia.
this time round was fun .
cause the family is funny.
yupps/ they're going to europe.
enjoy ! (:
ytd my sister birthday.
she keep telling me she's nt
happy at all. sorry.
den ytd was on my way home &
i saw JIAYII! chio bu .(:
x'mas coming . & we have seperate
for 2 weeks. it's worst den last time
i don't have anyhope. anymore . ):



笑一笑，没设么事过不了。（：！

good luck for tml n lvl's result taker !!
(: !

somehow , i reliase something .
just that , when we just talk more.
i become in your love list.
when we're all busy .
seldom talks and jokes.
my name on ur love list.
drop behind and behind.
& YA , know what gone in the
list . tell u , if you don't love me
don't put me in ur important list.

okay , then YES MY COM IS FINALLY
BREAK DOWN . fk today onwards seldom online
liao lah. sobs sobs com oso dunwan me play
maple with him . well, always like that
when someone gone , new guy will come.
thanks gazzy for pei me
this problem ! (: will he be the one
when i come back to sg
the 1st one to msg agn? he just love me no more.

i just read the latest CLEO magazine
there's my horosrope.
enjoy (: how true can this be,

ARIES
LOVE: Waiting for a friend to play
cupid?Be proactive and do your
own man tracking. Following your
beliefs and passion is what'll
lead to your true love and the
power you deserve!

LIFE : Success will come easily so
don't make life harder than need be.
The more you stop and think ,
the more shortcuts you'll work out
so step back and enjoy the party season.
Socially, your power is growing. Expect to
meet come cool new friends .

byebye computer T.T.

small little childish family , bring my smile after all.

i love you, cause you always hug me.

if we wasn't slibling, i wouldn't have a fattypig in my hse.

zoo , i saw the seal.
reminds me of ym kor
all along -

i love him , but he don't .
today went out with haomun , melvin , denise and meet fer.
sai them all i can say is.
my leg got alot blister.

fk melvin
fk haomun
love denise
love fer (:

just talked to icy mommy
should i call her mommy or marilyn?
people are getting colder further
den last time . why everything i think
but he don't think that way.
i really cannot take it le.
im not that girl just break den tml stead agn
fcuk u. <-- jianliang.

fugg, today ipiee came back
s'pore but i didn't get to meet
her. piang * so sad ):
i hate u m I HATE U !
so that i won't love u )':
tuesday i'm going to the
zoo zoo zoo ~! baboons here
i COMEE.

oh. YES YES .
my face finally not so
adnormal. haha.

today went to cine ,
reminds me of HIM .
well i'm still sad.
i still want him back !
but i saw alot shuai ge
today though xD.
walaos. at cine jason aiai
oso at cine . but i need to watch
the movie cinderalla
so i didn't went to meet him!



den i went to cinema
cos late . the movie started
den cannot find seat
den got shuai ge sit at my seat
so i tell him
"eh u what ur seat what number?"
den he say
"sorry sit wrong"
den suddenly everybody
"AHHHHH"
CB den i also "ahhh"
the movie starting scare ppl liao
sai -.- den i tell my sis
cannot shout beside got shuai ge
later paiseh LOL. :)



i miss liang T.T"

i miss him.
but why everyone ask me forget him ?
maybe i can't be as despo as before to want
him back. well ,
xiao yi xiao , mei she me shi qing guo bu liao !

i miss him.
but why everyone ask me forget him ?
maybe i can't be as despo as before to want
him back. well ,
xiao yi xiao , mei she me shi qing gou bu liao !

just realised something .
when day passes ,
good memories are being forgotten.
well ,

笑一笑, 没有什么事过不了 (:

my heart just dies for u ,

wah wanted to come back celebrate 7th month.
my cousin said .
if you got a boyfriend with u for 7 years,
and during the 7th year,
both of u can go true quarreling and
obstacles .u all can marry .
cause the 7th years is the problematic
year .so, i supose 7th month too.
haha . so when u got a stead 7 year marry
straight .
ok main point i get dumped fullstop
i call he dun wan pick i sms he dun wan reply.
fcuk world . FUCK THE WORLD .lets sing .
byebye.

den tml going out with zi yun! (:
she coming sgsgsg.
wooo she's the 1st one jio me out . whose next?
lol. christmas booked by denise ass.
BUT . cb she got bf liao. den i go with her extra liao lor

ANGELINA STEF ang .

why u so fking chio
fken bitch
fking sexy
fking pierce ur belly.
I HATE U BITCH T.T
her pic *slaps*

i want him back )=

i'm back.
but no one seems excited.
including him
first of all .
thanks everyone who missed me (:

went msia for like one week
and i get shoot / suan for
tt week fk it can .
i wan go find zi yun but her hse
too many ppl .
so i wan come back sg
aunties scold
" everytime u say want , u immediately want"

suan la suan la , u all slimmest
prettiest ,chioest

den come back agn no one msg me
ROFL.
hahahah .
i fiannly found out the reason
why this year pass so fast
reason : cos i got someone to msg
and talk to everyday .

so means next year will be damn slow for me
should i CRAVES for him back
or learn to let go.
my tears can't stop rolling down
maybe really got despression
i think he;s living his life great
so ,what should i do. fk lah.
i feel so fking sad

i going to disobey law agn.
zzzzz. lighter pls. LOL.
he go out everyday ,even the day i go msia
he straight go out enjoy.

yeah yeah i'm going to msia
find my aunties and cousin :O
this few days staying at yiling jiejie hse
she very nehneh lah :X

this shows
min : jie i want eat ice cream

yiling jie:YOU COME MY HSE SLP ON MY BED
SEAT O MY CHAIR WEAR MY SHIRT AND SHORT
STILL NT ENUFF UH GO HOME LA !

ya, i listen to this many times . she's cute (:
even though.. she's OLD , haha !

many things happen
he might not be with me anymore.
maybe when i come back things will be better .
pray god ):

i find my sister blog always interesting
cos is full of chim words.
like bio chem all science words
lmao xD .
i knw who fake my name .
but i just don wanna say
if u want play like this.
then why can be enermy (:

everyone are living their life different.
how different .

omfg. my sister finally updated
her blog . haha .

ytd went out with her
to find job . ya she found .
walao. ytd i was really sad
damn sad & super sad.
i realise my hair like grass
and broom so i will kpkb
whenever i look into
mirror . so my mama add in
dye la dye ur hair more !
rebond la rebond more .
den my sister keep laughing me
cos when she young her hair like shits
now is my turn ):
i wan rebond , looks like everyone object -.-"
ask me go for treatment ,

den after when going out
sister putting make up
i take photo.
I ACT CUTE ACT CHIO ACT SEXY.
all look like distorted.
den i run into mirror
OMFG. i really sad.
i saw my hair and face inthe mirror
so i started kpkb ing agn
so my mama added in
put la ! put more make up
play la! play more computer
i like .. huh? no link leh.
den she says .
" YOU NEVER WATCH NEWS UH,
THEY SAY PLAY COMPUTER
THE COMPUTER WILL SUCK YOUR
BEAUTIFUL SOUL "

and i cannot stop laughing -.-"

today got concert,
its boring. & we went back to class
take report bk
i can't get so teacher
tell us what class will we be in
yup. no suprise i go 3n2.
ya , melvin tell me
lupeng and him going
3n1. so i'm alone .
by my own . my tears almost drop at
that time .but i should be happy for them
well i cried when no one is ard
i should congrats them
when i walk out of the class
everyone tell me
"wa you alone le ah, why never go express"
its sarcastic . but i hold back my tears
and they said
lucky i still got stef , roy , denise.
and u all have . you all can say but
not infront of me.
forget it . its only 2 more years (:

my sister finished o's lvl at 5.30 pm
irecieved her call imeediately.
yup. she's happy i'm happy for her too.
4 years of tears and laughter in school
already come to the end (:

yaya you all have all the things u all want
and i'm going back to my world
MIN ! u can once be lonely all the time
u can overcome this (:

when days passes by
i'm being forgotten by everyone .

ya i've change back
cos i realise no one
read my blog
cos no one ask for my new
blog address lmao (:
fucking miss khoo.
calll my mother and
talk cock with her.
in the end tml need to go
sch. i really wish to get
out of sch and get
new friends .
its hurting me ~
byebye.

feel like updating cause today
didn't went to school.
tml don't feel like too.
but have to cause its

the end of my sec 2 sch life.
yup, ytd actually say so many things
want to go find job

shop, play . & stef ask me meet her at 12pm
but i suddenly tot of that she's g express
so i didn't want to meet any of them.

yah . so rather stay at home.
later my sis having A maths o's
jiayou babe (:

many thing happened
yes i might be depress
for now and so.
so i won't give a dam t anyone (:

haha yup i wanted to meet them at
hougang point but i was stuck tt
i cannot go anywhere
so i direct them though phone and
after a while they found me
& we went to buy th ingredients
we look like ah ma ah so
buying food and choosing vege and others
LOL

den we headed to denise hse and we
play audi awhile. and make sandwhich
& i had dinner with them at her hse.
yup. lazy to type tt all lmao .

she looks like she never see strawberry before =x

their sandwhich presentation LOL.

stef took him . wonder why is she so interested in him . LOL

yupps . i quarrel with him again.
wonder will we be hating each
other instead of loving .

& i'm so sad.. human's words are
just so sarcastic. maybe i'm too
sensetive.

haha and stefanie .
thanks for not letting me
feel left out . & asking me go eat and blabla
i love you lah!
and esther , though we're not really that close
but you're always been thr for me too (:
and denise , we are not close le.
but i hope you will live ur life great.
and jianliang .sorry dear ):

stefanie nehneh wants her big
name to be in my blog.
okays. she will still thought
of my existence and ask me to go
where & where.
maybe is the only person .
thanks girl . for everysingle shits
u gave me LOL. :x

when you say ur life is unlucky.
then what would be like
for the people who lost
their memories ? they can't rmb anything
no friend no love no family
only herself, himself.
what would their world be like?

i might be changing
my blog addres
&
i won't tell anyone
cause right now
i don't see anyone who really
cares. fcuk it .

jianliang, iloveyou (:

maybe i should go
back to the world
which got no friends
at all. that would be
real good .cause they
don't belong to me at all.
once a close friend .
its enough (: & don't ask me
why i will never joke
with you ppl . or wouldn't care.
show attitude.& even
show that i hate u ppl
i'm just returning the things
that i should return


bye all

today get back 3 papers .
maths ; history ; litrature
ya. so 1 pass only.
maths and lit failed badly.
lmao i passed 3 sub anyway.
CONGRATS ME
:O today is a bad cause alot
people cried. why cried ?
results bad ..& teacher told us
today no assembly.
so everyone is like so happy.
yah .(:

after school went to eat..
while something happen
whichmake us feel bad,
hahaha . whose the one paiseh?
LOL.

congrats stefanie ang passed all her subs with shits colour.
i verli disappointed . no money take liao. shit you.

you are beautiful with no brain (: i love you <3

walking on broken glass *

today went to schol on time.
realise so many ppl
dyed hair. i like haomun and jianting
hair man !
its so nice.. & i'll dye my hair soon!
took back threee subjects result.
well 2 pass & science get 26 /100
how cool uh .

got alot pic wanted to post cos took some
today . but stef still haven online.
so i think i shall forget it !


i love ESTHER,DENISE,STEFANEH. (:


& these are the photos .


the sweet couple in action.
today we got a little right in class. the boys are scared. wtf?
roy wasn't interested in me. i'm so extra ! sorry mans. HOW SAD. :X

early in e morning
got woke up by
e fatest pig yuyan.

then went to pray
my dad at bedok.
almost quarrel with the
driver . my mama say bedok
north & he goes .
" bedok north?
only got bedok south lah"

fook, in the end reach there $13
& is very hot there
ya so got home .
my sis tml SS and E maths
o's & she's still slping
now, sometimes i quarrel
with her even beat her LOL
because of com .
not i want to use com.
i got nth to do also.
is because she's having exam
& she's a big fat pig.
ya thats all.

BYE WORLD.

yah so except of telling
you ppl that i quited
jobs . share with you guys
which kind of humans i met
1) "not interested lah"
2) "sorry i don't use cheap things"
3) " no thanks"
4) " huh clarke quay so far"
5) " dunwan lah i forever ugly de"

6) showed me hand sign that she's deaf
7) the boss is tiko , touch our hand

8) "wait me out here i go bank first"
well she did give me a chance to explain
9) " you very pretty leh, eye put what so nice "
cb i ask you buy not ask u any comments

10) "huh i bought it"
11) " zhou kai zhou kai"
means go away


well , i'm so touch DENISE AND FER
CAME TO FIND ME DURING WORKING
i feel that love again, its coming back (:

yups, today is my first
day working & also my
first time working .

& i'm very scare .
so i didn't sleep well
last night . need to wear
white shirt . where
the hell to find so many

okay , i won't online
or talk to my friend
for almost 2 weeks

i hope u all 'd
tc of urselves mans
& i'll miss you all.

( :
p.s : don't rot in school oh ^^.
anything sms me.

hehs ! i've put passwords
for my blogg . today
is boring , wake up quarreled
with him , den mama showed attitude
then got some problem with denise
ya.. a bad day totally.

oh well , chatted with
ipiee mommy.
she suddenly MIA .
then leave me alone.
and i'va help ferfer to
edit her blogg.
and now revising for tml work !
everything wil be fine!

and i saw someone copy my thing
again -_____-

ytd was a exciting day.
know what .
i tot i would get my freedom
after my exam , i went home
got war , beat beat beat .
i also hope you will beat me to heaven

cried , and sms dear .
no reply . sms stef and so
say cnt go out .
but my mother beat and slapped
me agn so i ran out and
go find them .

and today i feel so fuck
after reading his
fucking blogg.
forget it . i dunno when i will be in heaven
maybe tml ? who can i tell
when im in trouble ? only
msg or call after 1/2 or 1 hr?
will i be in hell alr.

humans always like this
when you do good things
they stfu .when you done sth wrong
they kpkb." why you always so blabla"
when we do good things
why they nvr "wa u always so good"



ps lorh . i'm just a little
girl .gogoog . go find other girl mama fooker

omfg ! guess what!
i met icycherriez today!
mommy ! i tot we
will gt nth to say when we meet
but we two so talkative can
LOL. ( : yeaaps ! she pretty pretty!
we go for job interview.
hope i can.
( :

finish maths paper 1 in 15mins can
then look around everyone still
doing , its very paiseh to slp.
cos i leave alot of blank
so i tried to do.FINALLY.
i see someone slp.
i my head straight away
on the table HAHA.

( : 2 more days
i tell u. 2 MORE DAYS .

ytd went out to study
stef gave me a ring ( :!
cost $13 LOL.
strawberries .
hahaha ( : in the end we go play arcade lah
lol.

sad sad tml exam liaao!

oh, i suddenly sick of red
and decided to change it .

ytd dearr went to see S.H.E
called me after he got home ( :
today morning &*^$#^&*^%@#0!
i on com , went to brush teeth
tmd he monitor keep blinking
just nw the secne in
ghost movie LOL!

fcuk . den i hithit bang bang
finally can : D
hHAHA. think gonna spoilt soon .

welll well later i gng
to meet my bitch stef and
esther to study ( :
weee weee ! i get to see them !
and i'm really suprise
they cared for me!

loveloveLOVEs

weeee ! chinese paper over (:
tml is a HOLIDAY!
looking forward to next wk after exams (:


okayy i here to declare iLOVEestherluajiayi !!
<3333333333333333333333
enough "3'?

didn't wnt t sch tday;
i hd a bad nigh ytd .
my stomache is kiling me
seriously; so morning
as i wake up peeps
msg-ed me asked me
wht happen why didn't i came t sch
so swt ( : thks fr all th concern
my mama told my aunties
tt i didn't wnt t sch
and hse no ppl she scare i will faint
of painness ,
ohh wells ; so swt my aunties came
with my fav bread and soup .( ;
and my sister ; i wonder
i always shw her temper
but will always be th one
caring me ;
she keep run in run out of th rm
to see whether i'm okay
after her sch ; she called me
ask me whether i'm ok
need any meals and so .
thinking back ,
what more can i wish for ?

( : and stef ; haha
didn't knw we're closer
than last time , but think back
time really flys .
but i still need to declare.
YOU BITCH (: <3

i lazy to say everything out happened ytd .
so i wich to put this slide shw i made .
to show what happen ytd (:
it u're nt interested .
i won't say as close the [x] on top or
close this window.
what u can do is .
simply shut down ur com . Thankyou.

exams are nearer ;
yet i haven study yet .
like fh nb kor .
give me a bad example to retain
i told you hw many times to study?
sighs , nw i duno wan work during holidays
ma ; abit sian liao . LOL :x
holidays ? remind me of my cousin !
i wan go msia ! x( .
went to puggol beach on thurs .
haha ; thr so clean .

monday's denise birthday bbq lah ;
i'm so excited pls .
x) and so many peeps going .
heh heh !


but ; i here to declare i love jianliang x)

now in sch; havin home econ
so fook up -.-
nehneh gan showed my powerpnt
to class ; and suan me .
fk . i gt do for her v gd le lah.
use mine as wrong example
ask me edit ; decided nt to care .
so i g time to play .
haha ; boring lah. ltr stil gt assembly.
jus nw after recess
eileen sit beside me
she show off to me she gt job le . ROARRS.
:[ sighs .

as usual ; morning went to meet stef in
bus 70 ; same place same time .
when i go up the bus ; i drop my phone
and stef and there laughing . so embarasing

took english paper1 at 8am
brain dead ; wrote rubbish .
peep at stef ; she lying on the table
so ; somehow my head went down and down
eventually on da'table. HAHA.

got break till 10.30 ; as usual stef ps us .
so me and denise went to walk ard
den on da' journey ; she keep saying
"yumin; i want ur nehneh and lam pa"
LOL ; for ur info i purposely write her name here x)

took paper2 ; oh man time fly quite fast .
but i think i nvr score ; so who cares !

one day gone ; minnLOVEsyou .

had a chatted with mattias (ym)SHAGGYbutt
he is a bimbo ; totally :)
make me laugh with his lame jokes
"dabian yu chi yu dabian"LOl
x] at least i knw he's fine
x] at least i knw he miss me
x] but i hope he knw i only miss his butt -
and legg hairs . HAHA .

takecare my dearr cousin :)

feel so shagged -
fk ;

oo, today went swimming in da morning
den, i go down the pool nt yet 10mins i kpkb
say wan eat le LOL. in the end,
we eat more den we swim
hahahah .

dearr so fierce today
=[ sobs . nth much le lah.
lazy type oso
nose PAIN ;[

its black friday,
morning i wake up .
went to da' kitchen , saw a choco cake.
OMG like so nice pls.
den realise its ma mother prepare for my
sis , so its like whatever.
too angry, so i ate da' cake HEH HEH.
den when we sis come out of the toilet
i whisper to her," da' cake so nice"
LOL. she give me this -_________-
and she today need go sch early ,
so i went to sch with her.

in sch so boring pls.
no song listen today,
no jokes. stupid cher go through the
coming exam thing.
early in da' morning want make me slp.

den, they say must clear ur under table and cupboard
bring all books home. LIKE OMG CAN.
got more den 4 THICK files. more den 7 THICK TEXT BOOKS.
ask we all carry home.
stupid. ZZZ so my hand is very tired now ;[

den must go home str8. Zz
make me so giddy ;[ its sososos heavy.
i no hand go up bus still need ask stef help me tap ez link card
;[ . want take cab home cnt ps stef neh . after i alight
from bus. icycheeriez mommy call. no hand anser den throw books on floor
den anwser -_- so we gossip till i reach home haha

and i got dental appointment ltr. siann. my nose swallon. =[

yes, ytd dear help me write chinese
compo, thats my horrible homework .
i told him da' title. he really helped me do.
FINALLY he's not useless ! oh man , GRATS.
love you lah. if you don't care forme, who will?
;] .

Today. in school so boring , royston keep
penis on the floor LOL. and keep let me
listen songs during english lesson.
today cher let us see our remarks.
she told me " should talk more and sleep less"
ok fine . -_-.

den after sch went jack place eat.
den on the way home . on da' bus.
i keep HOHOHO. stef lah.
say cnt " hahaha" when you laugh must " hohoho"
and when u "ho" your face will look so ugly.
and sound so funny. SO i keep hohohoho when i laugh.
den alotppl keep looking at us . WTF lol.


crazyz baboooooons. xD.

i can't rmb ath happen today seriously.
maybe it is boring today.
i suppose so, i going gymmmmm.
HEH HEH . stupid niu nai asked me
for maple stead. den i ask i quiited maple
he like so fast change wth lol.
byeeeee.

today is a memorable day.
knw y. cause stef slapped
me, both my cheeks today.
so, she make this dya memorable
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRS.
my precious precious face
hw dare u slapppp slapp slapp
ME. T.T! squeeze ur ass den you knw !
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS. T.T .

ma' hair shorter nw,
watched-rob B hood.
what a nice show,
really ! took neos with ma'
mummy. so old still act cute.
funny eh? ahah.
tml school, must study
GOGOGO. i need someone
to encourage me to study.
anyone!?! today wakeup,
ipie mommy nudge me.
so we play-ed msn game.
hexic HAHA. highest score 104k! ;]
den, teached her played audition.
after she noe hw to play.
i left, so bad i'm sorry, cant game anymore.
my gaming life shall stops :]
and chat with both mommy afterthat
was fun ;D love them all-



i love ipie, marilyn mommy and you jianliang x).

seriously i wish, happy early birthday jianting DIDI ;P.

even though i knw it wil end someday
somehow, sometime. but i knw,
at least its been so long we had
"(*^$@(&*()#$%*&^#$%%$@#!)(_"
in school. i loveyou all nehnehs.

i decided to blog to keep ma'
blogg alive. haha , today had health
screening and the people all goes talking
about hair and i just came out of com
lab . open the door and saw jianting and haomun
say kukubird . right in front of my face.
what a nice timing -.-
haha, and haomun asked me. "they check whr ah?cb ah?"
......................... lol.

so, not happy nowadays. sadsadsad .
next year, the 5 of you will leave me
cause youall 're taking additional maths.
can't . aww, i'm sad. i hope we'll still be the
asses on fire x( .

so nothing to post .
cause my life sucks to
the maximun now.
and yah. i feel so alone now.
damnn !! :[

and so , today didn't went to sch.
woke up early , play kongkong.
finally lvl 8 ;] and den play some audi
play till moody , and almost quarrel with him ;/
he also quite moody this few days.
LOL. reminds me of him .
say bath liao go audi find me .
1/2 hr i went back msn nudge him.
nth happen . 1 hr later i call him .
nvr answer. so i suppose he bathe 2hrs lah?
and recieved his msg.
fine. like that oso can fall asleep.
i suppose next time when he walk oso
can fall alseep lo?
oh man so diu lian >.<

miss khoo call me this morning .
i always nvr go sch w/o a MC .
so 1st thing she ask
" did you go see a doctor"
i replied " YESS LA "
so she asked" ok so you have a MC uh"
damn , i hate her ~

dear say tired.i very angry ,
nvr pei me. say slp 1 hr den 7 wake up.
see now is 9.30 i guess he won't wake up
till i go sleep
aww. sian1/2 ;[ _l_!!

today didn't went to school.
played aud with dear in e
morning , kongkong .
and maple help ks. ;]
iwas so sick . jus went to see doctor
he ask me got flu ? pain? bla bla
so just nod my head .
the doctor say" WAh, everything oso
have uh " must pang sai more.
was thinking , u think want shit
den shits will come out?-.-?
den my mama say . can give today mc
and i add in , tml oso !! LOL.
the doctor , WAh tml oso uh .
hah , and so i'm not going to school
tml ;]

so , i woke up late today .
i read the fker blog.
looks like so happy.
still jealousing , can?
pcb. i nt happy all along .
all nick same. WHATEVER ~!
anyone want play game put
same nick as me ^^ ?
haha . went to esther's hse jus now
do nth and took cab home . cos
he keep asking me faster go home =/


oh yahs , today in class our yd nb lupeng
ask me to find chio bu for him.
i ask him like which type de.
KNOW WHAT HE REPLIED.
" not like you can le "
wth wth wth?
pls lor i so mnay ppl want can.
ass hole ;x so any chiobu want him
his tall , fit , alot muscles, and
damn asshole attitude prob ;x
haha.

today don't have volley ball match
cos raining , so we played captians ball.
and lp melvin and roy want to team
with me and denise. two noob girl.
well, we lost ;[ 10 push ups is mine ROARS.


and i jus online see ppl
copy my sentence .
don't love a love that hurts,
don't hurts a love that loves.
eh wtf? zzz .

i suppose i tml will stay at home.
cos i feel so fking sick,
so fucken pain .
i thought i can let you go .
but when you are going .
i feel my life stopped.
i love you dude.

aunt's bd past . stayy-ed at her hse.
reminded me of ymkor. his bed
our jokes. everything . aww.


going home real soon ;]
i very so sad nwadays.
somethings is going to repeat agn
i hpe he won't .
he promised me he won't.
if it really happen..
i guess i should really let go this time. ;[
he seem to be happier w/o me
so , whats e point .

today after school went to
sengkang library. not for
fun , but for CIP .
went there help them
pushh the trolley
put the books . at first we went
to eat for 1 hour . den go back do
tot can do less 1hr in the end 1 hr later
den finish. dumb us.
den we went to toilet for 20mins.
haha . ;x . there was a girl look at the
books in the trolley .
stef shouted"oi dun touch the books"
... wth lol. that little toot girl so PATHETIC,
;x

after that went to the near by playground
LOL. got some big balls. see balls agn.
and we trying to get up. only i cnt ;[ .
got some photo. enjoy ;]






STEFF NEHNEH ;]]




MELVIN BASKET ;]]




hao lian go up lahs ;x



me and melvin ass hole.


p.s:
you made me cannot feel your love .
;[ maybe .. maybe . you're not .

ok . talk about ytd mrlow's science lesson,
IS THAT a lesson ? haha. monkeys fooling
around throwing paper crushed balls .
throw up high into the fan, is like
class of KIDS. and he was at thr shouting
pathetic > ;[



today, during recess. denise packing D&T
stuffs. stef and me found alot wood board
and denise's the model ball thingy .
and knw what? we start using at wood board
and hit the ball started to play " badminton"
LOL. for the whole recess . haha . ;D muahs.


so everything links to BALLS. his ball, her ball,
your ball , my ball . everyone's balls. ;x

my com jus reformatted and upgraded ram
but its stil the same, itnernet slow.
i have to dl everything agn .
mafan , sleep first ;x
i feel so sick nowadays
i can play games real soon ;D



nights all . tee-hees.

selected by ahMA.mafan >,< but must do.
who ask me that i impt to her * :D (:
1.Full Name: you care.
2.nme backwards: care you.
3.Meaning of name: prettyaye HAHA.
4.Nick name: jiaobin/ahMIn
5.Screen name: mom nvr tell
6.D.O.B: check my profile.
7.Place of birth: thomson hospital
8.Nationality: singaporean
9.Current location: HOUGANG
10.Star sign: aries
11.Religion: don't know
12.Height: 156cm
13.Weight: 100kg
14.Shoe size: 5/6
15.Hair colour: colourful
16.Eye colour: rainbow colour haha
17.Who do you look like: yumin's clone
18.Innie or outtie: none
19.Lefty or righty: righty
20.Gay , Straight , Bi or other: other
21.Best friends: i don't hav any .
22.Best friends you trust most: no such things
23.Favourite pals: i dont nid any
24.Best friends of opposite sex: secret
25.Best buddies: stef/denise
26.Boyfriend or Girlfriend: jl
27.Crush: dabian
28.Parents: my assohole mom, she agreed.
29.Worst enemies: myself. chao yue zi ji.
30.Favourite online guy: Faith mother?
31.Favourite online girl: marilyn mommy (icy)
32.Craziest Friend: jiayi.
33.Advice friend: denise
34.Loudest friend: dunno, if kpo-est sure is you.
35.Person you cry with: min yu? -.-
36.Any sisters: yuyan
37.Any brothers: i treat ym korkor as a
.38.Any pets: all killed by my mom.
39.Any disease: cry for nth .
40.Pager: 21th century
41.Personal phone line: Yes . 999
42.Phone: da ge da.
43.Lave Lamp: dictionary pls. .
44.Pool or Hot tub: both .
45. A car: i don't know any .i wan ppl drive.
46.Your Personality: i like i talk , don't like .= dumb?=)
47.Driving: underage
48.Room: as in?
49.What's missing: life .
50.School: pei hwa
51.Bed: ive got one .
52.Relationship with parents: missing something.
53.Believe in yourself: does it matters
54.Believe in love at first sight: bimbos do.
55. Good listener: definately :)
56.Get along well with parents: next life maybe?:)
57.Save e-mail convos: bimbos do that :)
58.Pray: pray for ?
59.Beleive in reincarnation: i do.
60.Make fun of people: fuck them.childish.
61.Like to talk on the phone: don't have this xi guan.
62.Want to get married: MARRIED (:
63.Like to drive: i suppose so?
64.Motion sickness: guess nort .
65.Eat stem of broccoli: prefer whole
66.Eat chicken with forked: use hand .HAHA
67.Dream in colours: i love all colours.
68.Type with your fingers on home role: stfu?
69.Sleep with stuff animals: i scare anything biger den my hand.
70.Next to you: guardian angel.
71.On the wall of your rooms: posters.
72.On your mousepad: i dont nid 1
73.Dream car: lao pok car.
74.Dream date: everyday.
75.Dream honeymoon spot: center of the world.
76.Dream husband or wife: edison :x
77.Bedtime: 10pm. haha
78.Under your bed: you care?
79.Single most important qns: be my boy?
80.Bad time of the day: no comp
81.Your worst fear: can't follow my heart.
82.The weather: RAINY DAY (:
83.Time: 1.41
84.Date: 17o9o6
85.Best trick did on someone: tricked instead
86.Theme song: happy birthday.
87.Hardest thing on growing up: laugh.
88.Funniest experience: none .
89.Scariest experience: dad's death , forgot his face anw.
90.Silliest thing you had ever said: alot?
91.Most desperate and funniest things i have done to opposite sex: LOL.you know ..
92.Scariest thing while you are with you friends: cry for nth :(
93.Worst feeling: lost of anything.
94.Best feeling in the whole: being LOVED.

damn , i rotting at home .
i wan slp , cnt slp .
i wan run , dunno run whr
i wan jump , jump to hell?
i wan cry , cnt waste tissue
i wan laugh , cheeck tired
i wan talk, talk c0ck

Freaking bored.

oh ! i'm bk , haha someone ask me to help him to woo HER.
shity , who can teach me to be a matchmaker eh? but i'll try
jst nw went to eat pepper lunch , nt very nice leh. in the end
bought nth for my god mama , i saw shi en and grace if i'm
nt wrng . ZZZ. i wearin shirt and shorts there. haha, nvm
i'm bored at home , i wnt go jurong de swimming pool
got the slide and man made wave . my child hood fav past time .
ahahah , I WANT GO. ytd i was shouting / screaming at hme like
don't wht. because i scare of ghost . den i keep screaming for
my mother and sister pei me til i slp , then my mthr ask me diam
dn i say " if ym korkor hre jiu hao", i pul sis into my rm.



she really pei me till i fell asleep. love you ass hole sis.

yts went out with denise asshole and stef neh . haha , watched
the ghost movie pulse its boring ok. -.- ytd in school mis khoo
ask mr riyaz whatever to scold me . say settle afterschool ,
knnbpcb, in the end also i win . childish ! hope stef will be with him
ahaha . i'm going out to buy present for my aunt's bd . :D

wahs . i miss holidays haha , i'm posting in morning
that means i never go school , life is like a game
play it , choose the path of ur life, choose wrong ,
regrets . GAME OVER . all so clever , study
only me in this relative system the stupid-est lol
k . tml won't be a better day . sense-able. HAHA.

why do i see people smiling and i'm not . why do i lost the thingspeople do have . when i see the message i was shocked i thoughtits a mistake , it was so suprise me that i couldn't believe it orbelieve him . i feel so weak and attitude this few days . i hate tobe like this . i miss ym korkor , now i got no one to laugh at. mysadness can vent on who ? i miss his saggy butt , mushroom head and his cold jokes . damn , this sucks . i hope day fly fast , my dream fly in fast . why i think he's like bored with me .
if is that so , why do he really come and ask me . i got alot of
trouble inside my heart , make me go crazy.

ahMIN : asshole , you know you make me love you so much .
and i cannot say out , because i don have the guts.

i going msia le. miss me ppl. I'LL MISS U GUYS . denise DEAR u _l_ !! never ji0 me out . ok nvm . no chewing gums for u hehe . ok dun lame le. oooo. I'M FATTER AND FATTER DAY BY DAY . OMGGGG. but he will still wna right xD.



p.s MISS YOU DEAR T,T

i'm back sg and i'm going back msia tml . i feel so moody lifeless irritated today .
i don't know why really. i woke up with a sore throat heavy head. i went to on com
went in maple. guild buddy no one online i saw alot people left guild . i lvled . but i
feel like delete maple . ifeel like i'm rubbish guild is falling but i can't help . i want to leave it alone. leave maple. maple got no friends so whats the big deal . my heart is like so corrupted
. need time to fix.



i know he love me . i love you . i really do.

saying goodbye was indeed difficult. kinship may be the brightest but the brightest flames leave the deepest scar. parents-they cried . the saddness in their eyes mirrors a lot of things. how much they cared , how much they loved and how much it hurts. i think he made a difficult choice and let him leave behind his last tear and to smile again. I WILL SEE U COUSIN HALF YEAR LATER =). saw many separation today at the airport. friends will never leave your heart even they leave for a while or for years.they will eventually meet after a decade at where they set off for their own path. even if they are dead, they will never die in your heart. friends, love ones, lovers and families like ours. friends- its really impossible to be separated. people cried, hugged. ' take care, bon vovage' its all i've heard today. i think i guess everyone had a sad feeling when u finish reading a good book and thats how it would feels when you are leaving a friend. its really hard to see oneself backview going in to the departure hall. i wasn't brave ................at all.

his bd past . everything don't go my way. naive? i supposed. so i guess . i will learn to play pool when i get older. yea. ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY. and my spec spoilt. fk it~ F5 ROARSSSSSSS !!
=(



you laugh at me because i'm different . i laugh at you because you're the same . Don't think you know me. just because you know my name .

the day . at fareast LOL

ITS NATIONAL DAY ! (: yesterday morning played audition with him.after that both of us need to go out . so we go prepare and he went out first. i went to find janice and jeline at cp . then headed to far east . on the way to far east i saw yanling .so i sms-ed frost. "i see ur chabor yanling here"
he replied. " my cha bor?where?" wth? means is really his girl. so i pretent nth happen jus continue walking . while i sms-ing him . he told me he also at far east . he reply me very slow.
den when i turn a corner and he came out of a shop. -_- i nvr even say hi . so moody le.
after my sister leg injured so we seat at the entrance thr . den when i turn to right suddenly see water face . WTF lol. STUPID HIM ARBISH* -.- . well he said sth is so nice . " oi never to ur MAPLE stead , ni de maple stead leh " . i turn away pretent nvr hear . sad . so sad. sighs .

at night i went to singapore rive and see fireworks. its so nice! dunno hw to explain. have to see it yourself. i took this video but not very nice. ((:he seem to be so busy ytd night. so i didn't really tok to him . as i am his maple stead. ohyea. i'm wondering whether isit he wanted to say yet he ask water to say that? ha....


p.s I WAN SEE FIREWORKS AGN!!!!!!

aww. this few days seem to be so busy. yet i don't know busy about what. life is like that ~ wish it could slow down at times. wondering hows faith * erhem . everyday see him online. but don't dare talk to him lol? ): . i wish i could keep on smiling . i watched the movie "click" . quite funny not bad not bad *claps* next week i want go bunk~ :p life so meaningless . change my life pls . anyone? )):



p.s : hold me tight . if you feel lost (:

yups . finally got time to post . ahaha . my maple 12x ler. finally? so happy that fr0st help me lvled lol. so suprise (: . well. things still the same . hope things fly away faster :DD!! haha. ytd went to meet them weeeeeeee* though bunk no ppl ler -__- " . my cousin going europe to carry on his studies. sighs . no one will pull my sleves up outside when eating . no one will steal my fish balls . no one will pour the soup from his bowl to my bowl . no one will lie on the mattress with me and watch dvd . sighs . no one . no more . not anymore :( i know he don't want to go . but he don't have a choice. life is like this ..

ytd went out to find 'EM* so happy yet boring. wait for so long denwent to play the com ard 5pm+ do the zakum quest. haha. den achernut kor suddenly stand behind me . oo. he not bad looking eh ;P ytd not alot ppl went . i saw bigNscary .LOL. me and frost laughing there. he so bad say him NOT ME !! =x den i saw frost Ic card. SO FUNNY PLS. HAHAHAH =x den me and melvin went home 1st ler. i promise mommy cnt go home late ;p~~ saw quite afew pr0 there . like the nishi and IGfusion and xpatientx. evilart. haha (: so sad faith never go f5!









melvin eating with me ~! (:

today v sad. woke up with my eyes swollon. so ugly pls. later still need to meet tianz. sighs!@ my mummy oso kpkb dunlet me go out. i really wan to see HIM* leh =( im like a freak now LOLS. =( den faith oso this few days dunno died where ler. sobs. i feel so loney agn =(~

all this. my memories

sighs. ytd login. they talking abt pcbunk things. den they say abt rl stead rl stead. den nvm . den SHE ask him." den you and ur YL leh " . den she add on " EH NONO IS WL." so fucking fake pls. letter "y" and letter "w" on the keyboard is so far apart larhs pls.how will she type wrong. i am not idiot larh. nvm larhs. i told myself dun sad dun sad. BUT HOW ON EARTH can don't sad. IM NOT INVISIBLE HELLO!!!!!! . though im nobody but. i still got heart. my heart will bleed la fker. i love him alot. he do nth but hurt me. i won't let go till my hand is break. so many times wanted to give up on him. but i can't .he can laugh . he can go with YL. he can joke. but me leh. i only can stare at the screen . sighs. den someone go whether at fm and cheered me up. thks (: FINALLY GET BACK MY HP LE WOOOOO. but mean nth to me cos no one msg me . dots. -.-. Tml competition le. today teacher say 3 days got back bring you back to sch at 6pm. WTF pls. i still intent to jio ppl out to eat and play. sighs.!! i not happy at all. ): Faith mother say dun sound so sad. HAHAHA. okay lor. hehe.






i have to keep on smiling
even though i'm not HAPPY

memories

my precious memories . always mine forever! ):

its him ! (:

they having fun there? wanted to go there. but things don't go my way. i'm just a KID.
everytime i on maple act afk . but i'm not blind. i can see what they write. or maybe . i only can see what they write. sighs. if i really can give up maple. i alr del maple long ago. i everytime login. hoping to get him bak. but. im just too naive.i miss tianz. my only lao pa. sighs. last time guild outing . i saw him keep msging her. although i dunno who. but sure is someone impt to her ): today login maple. saw what they wrote. obviously he like her. i guess she never play maple. he like him in rl. what can i do. i only can stare at the screen looking what they write. my heart will bleed. HE NOE?!?! . though he this few day treat me better le. but his heart wasn't with me. is hers. wondering who is she. sighs. i'm just his maple . care his thingy so much for what le. in the end . i'm still exta. this few days keep showing attiude to people. DUNNO WHAT THE HELL I GO WRONG. sighs. i dun live in this world alone. promise nt to show attitude anymore (:

Design Cool Text

if loving HIM is wrong.
i don't wanna be RIGHT anymore









hahaha. he make me happy today. when no one does (: my prescious mother hahah.



he is lame. but i like it ;P =D~~~~~~~~~

saddy

hahahha. i magnaged to wake up on time ytd , nono even earlier wor. 2 am!! hahaha. and FRance won!! hahah.(:morning when watching the match, i told myself dun msg him dun msg him. in the end still msg him. but he like dun care me still. sighs. den i played maple. fk lOve *Fr0st* oso expired. DIED!! i'm losing everything. hais. ):

morning. i saw his msg. ever since so long ago . i thought there was some good news for me. But he say , the couple ring (maple) expired. i was so sad. my last hope faded. but how much can i care? sighs. suprisly italy won germany . haha . this world cup was so boring. ytd wanted to wake up and watch de. how sad i couldn't wake up ): . hopefully today i will wake up on time.well , PORTUGAL sucks pls. C.ronaldo sucks. he is so mean. betrayer . cheater. fcuker. and whatever. he just sucks. he will lose today! i thought he was so handsome. but after i see the video. oh my god!! so ugly. i'm disgusted.becos of this match. betray ppl. sighs!

today in school no life sia. so boring. this few days keep playing stef's hp de camera. entertain our selves . LOL. thanks stef ! she bought laughter for me this few days =DD!!~

The best trio . i love the toilet . i love them (:

this pic made me laugh for hours. i hope stef won't kill me when she see this LOL.

notice : lyn mummy never sad. cheer up ! (: