why do i see people smiling and i'm not . why do i lost the thingspeople do have . when i see the message i was shocked i thoughtits a mistake , it was so suprise me that i couldn't believe it orbelieve him . i feel so weak and attitude this few days . i hate tobe like this . i miss ym korkor , now i got no one to laugh at. mysadness can vent on who ? i miss his saggy butt , mushroom head and his cold jokes . damn , this sucks . i hope day fly fast , my dream fly in fast . why i think he's like bored with me .
if is that so , why do he really come and ask me . i got alot of
trouble inside my heart , make me go crazy.

ahMIN : asshole , you know you make me love you so much .
and i cannot say out , because i don have the guts.