Hi dearest,

This will be a very random post,
ignore it if you want.
( you better ignore)

Why are humans so realistic ?
and yes, i mean SO realistic.
Humans always being attracted by those
beautiful things & they'll do lots of thing to
get those attention , why do human have to do
something on PURPOSE, to get those attention.

are those attention a must or a want?
what if you got those attention?
so you can get the beautiful things on your hand?

( it's lucky i never choose that guy)
Things came to my mind like
" Gosh! can you imagine if he is my boyfriend now ,
and he's so act to get the pretty girl attention ?"
( how disgusting I'll feel)

It's super long i ever felt this way after I've left ....
and also, they'll forgot those old, ugly ones.
it's obvious, new, pretty ones is way too far to compare.
( not even a message I'll receive as usual )


This will be another random one.

One day, I happened to say " do you miss me"? out of fun.
That guy was shock and he reply " miss you for what"
So everyday , the first thing i ever see him,
i'll ask him the question again & again.
for a few months.
the answer was no , even till now.

but one day, when I've no longer going out with him
he called me out of a sudden ,
" hey min, i miss you alot"
that moment of joy , it's describable .
but at the moment,
i know I'm once important in your heart.


P.S : thanks hamburger for keeping the promise,
but don't forget another promise,
Saturday, dog farm. only promise will keep us in a
distance now, isn't it? Laughs!